difficult situasi...............

aku cemburu...

aku sangat cemburu...

memandang sepi kejayaan orang lain...

sedangkan aku masih kaku beku di Benua ANtartika...

mengapa aku enggan mengorak langkahku...

mengapa aku begitu penakut...

ketidapastian ku...ketakutanku...memanipulasi pola gerakan usahaku...

tiada khabar indah yang mampu meninta kejayaanku......

FINdiNg mY DEsTInY..........

No onE thEiR faTE....THe dAnGerOuS cUrIosity brinG THe bAd LucK n Good LuCk

People keep visiting the fortune teller...just to investigate their own fate....

tilik tangan...tilik kaki...tilik muka..tilik nombor ekor .tilik2 and tilik....(syirik ni)

ni sume kadang2 keje org yg malas....yelah..mn taw kalu dpt bulan jatuh ke riba,ke peha la kot...ish2 ni  kes naya silap haribulan meninggal on the spot hahahaha

Takde bnda yang free zaman skg.....hrga brg sume dh naik...potensi kita aje yg kurang naiknya....
NAK SERIBU DAYA,TAKNAK SERIBU DALIH...ERMM MCM YG AKU NGAH WAT NE...DUK MENGANGGUR XHABIS2..BILA NTAH NAK KEJENYA...DUIT MAKIN CIPUT NE HUHUHHUHU

Aku truly mmg pemalu...tu la dalih yg ak slalu gna bila dh pikir nak g cr keje...malu beb huhuhuhu....ak nak try the best so ak dpt wat yg trbaik....allah xkan ubah nasib sesebuah umat jika umat itu xnak berusaha kan....twakal and doa mmg harus...tapi usaha mst ada...

contohnya....blaja tunggang motosikal...........aku beli sebijik motor, pandang2 hari2 tnpa try tunggang and xsuh org ajar....ari2 aku wat smyg hajat and doa ajer.....Agak2 ALLAH suka x tlg org pemals mcm aku..blh ke ak pndai tunggang mto tbe2......ye...mmg aku usaha dh dgn membeli..tapi ckup ke cmc tu jer.....

Sume ni sama la dgn usaha kita cr keredhaan Allah SWT.....kita sekadar smyg lima waktu...tu pn bacaan tunggang langgang...blh ke kita smpai ke syurgaNYA...hanya Allah yg tahu.............
Mmg doa senjata org mukmin, tapi A

This My Promise that i cant ever kept it....

Definitely everyone can make their promise...

So do I...

But definitely i will say it first...

This is a promise that i cant ever kept...

Still, for this moment...

I wanna say this promise loud...

This precious moment...

I wanna secuured it in my promise...

My happiness for this moment...

I wanna engraved it in my heart by promise...

Even it is my promise that i never can kept...

People may say I'm a HYPOCRITE...

Still

i wanna express this honest feeling in my promise...

So then,

In future...

I don't regret it so much...

For unable express my deep feelings...

My little promise

Wouldn't affects other...

Then,

Only I know

I wanna deeply say this promise

As this honest feeling still alive

Alive in MY tiny world...

Please don't even bother what i say

Cause soon or later

Everything will come to end

Thus as long as I have this

Please let me

Fall in love with you...

AND 

Make a promise

THAT

I will always love you

JUNG YUNHO

P/S: CURRENTLY OBSSED WITH TVXQ'S YUNHO..KEKEKEKE

please dont get hurt and hurt others...

under the bright sky

we live together

our relationship is already went WELL

but now

i keep worry about that person

i know

i dont deserved to intercept in 'that' person life

but still

i cant stop myself

from being worried

do i really worried?

or it is just jealousy

i don't know

really don't know

just hoping 'that' person doesn't gone too far

'that' person means so much for me

'that' person is a part of me

'that' person 

please...please...

dont get hurt by liking certain things too much

dont hurt other just bcoz liking certain things so much

thins we love the most

might be our worst enemy

The best ThInG

Penulis       :  Muhammad Abu Sauqi Banna

Penerbit     : Kemilau Publika

JUST BELIEVE ME...

TRY TO READ AND BUY THIS BOOK

TOTALLY AWESOME....

YOU WILL DEFINITELY MOVED BY THIS SPECIAL PERSON IN OUR LIFE..

LELAKI SUKA GUNA ALASAN IKUT SUNNAH NABI MUHAMMAD SAW HANYA 

BILA BERPOLIGAMI...

TAPI SEGALA PERBUATAN BAGINDA YANG MULIA TERHADAP ISTERI2 NYA..PRNAH MEREKA CUBA?

PERNAH LELAKI SKRG CUBA MENYAYANGI ISTERI DENGAN NIAT MAHU BERSAMA-SAMA KE SYURGA DI AKHIRAT NANTI..

PERNAH MEREKA MEMANDANG KE MATA ISTERI MEREKA DENGAN HARAPAN MEREKA AKN BERTEMU DI SYURGA SANA, LANTAS BERUSAHA MENCAPAI CITA2 ITU...

APPRECIATE THIS GREAT MAN WHO ONCE STRUGGLED FOR US..HIS UMMAH...

Did They Know They Have Hurt Others?

                      Trully hate it when people keep hurt each other even they love each other...

Deeper the love, The deeper scar left in heart...

                      That may be the reason why people always said...

"Dont hate too much,u might end love them back deeper..and dont love them too much bcoz they may turn as your biggest enemy"

                     How to reconcile? How to make up after a fight?

The answer is only your heart...as long as you are always forgiving..ALLAH will always love you...

dENGki Sesangat............

Aku mmg hantu 'pengdengki'


Dr kecik sampai gemok gedempol skrg...


Totally terible...Tapi naper susah nak ubah.......... hehehehe...


List of MY TERRIBLE 'P.H.D a.k.a Perangai Hasad Dengki'

1) sgt2 jeles org yg wat bnda2 baik.....esp mcm rajin solat sunat, bc quran, brsedekah, baik kat parents...last2 sbb dengki dgn org baik2 ne...i wanna try to do the same thing....so that i will get same rewards as them.... ptt truskn x plan ne? hehehe

2) extrovert, friendly n happy go lucky person... For me, this type of person are managing their life very well even there are some hard time too... could smile when your heart are in pain...make others smile even you are the who hurt so much...for me, they have some clean heart...think positively....Allah's gift for them

3) Active Blogger..kekekeke...i wondering how can they totally can manage their blog in their busy life....or i am just really teribble person get jealous with this...hehehehehe

Aku taknak Jadi Dewasa...

Kalu aku dh dewasa....

Aku akan khlgn something yg sgt brharga dlm hidup aku....

MY FANTASY WORLD....

Aku bnr2 xmau trima realiti dunia yg mnyakitkan...

Sebab mncuba dunia dewasa la...aku bnyak melakukan slh....mmg slh tu bnyak mngajar kita...

tapi knyataan sgt mnyakitkan....sangat menjengkelkan...

kalau org tya aku...sape ak plg bnci dlm dunia ni.....JWPNNYA ADLH DIRI AKU SNDRI...

fuhhhhhhhh.......(swipe...swipe...)

fuhh.... fuhh...

bnyaknye habuk...

malas btl cik mek ni.....

bkn ape...

too mNY THINGS TOO SAY

but dont know which one should be written first.......

few weeks ago...

just watching SECRET GARDEN....

totally absorbed by that story...

the ost song are the best...daebak....

miss it.....badly.....

Aku suka alam fantasi

alam fantasi ku

alam ciptaan aku sendiri

tentang bagaimana harus aku jalani hidup ini dan peristiwa-peristiwa penting yang penting

aku bahagia dengan alam fantasi aku

meskipun aku cuma bermimpi

tapi mimpi itu yang menjaga aku dari hanyut dengan keasyikan dunia

Namun usia tak pernah terlupa utk meningkat

Lalu,

ku rasakan ku harus tinggalkan mimpi itu

ternyata langkah ku salah

tersalah jalan yang ku pilih

dan tersilap menilai seorang

ku sangkakan dia yang kan bawa ku cahaya realiti dunia

ternyata hanya makhluk yang pentingka diri

insan yang berlagak mengetahui semuanya tentang dunia

tapi rupanya hanya penipu besar dunia

ku tertinggal dalam kegelapan

meskipun aku dalam cahaya

kegelapan itu sentiasa bersama aku

aku cuba kembali ke alam fantasi itu

namun

aku gagal

alam fantasi aku dicemari kejahatan realiti yang aku lakukan

aku sentiasa dibayangi dosa silam

yang membuat aku sudah putus harapan terhadap dunia realiti

bahkan, alam fantasiku turut membenci aku

aku benci diriku sendiri

mereka tidak tahu

Ya Allah, terimalah hambaMu yang lemah ini...tiada arah yang ku tuju melainkan padaMU

BENCIKAN DIRI

Aku yang bencikan diri sendiri

tak perlu sesiapa pun untuk memebenci diri ku

andainya ada

aku memahaminya

dan aku memaafkan

dan aku jua memohon maaf

kekhilafan diri ini teramat besar

Dan kini

sisa hidupku sebelum ditarik nyawa olehNya

adalah hukuman aku...

Aku yang bencikan diri sendiri

Takkan mungkin akan bahagia...

Aku harus redha

aku harus tabah...

Ya Allah, ampunkan dirir hambaMu yang lemah ini....

aku benar- benar hambaMu yang lemah............................