BIT By Bit

Bit by bit
A part of her gone
That part of her dying slowly
That part of her leaves her eventually
Because her own spinelessness
Her own extreme spinelessness
Her desire, her hope, her dream
Bit by bit
Are torn apart
Because of her own fragility
Again and again…. Day by day
She is still that old weak girl
The other parts of her paralyzed
Unable to move on
Keep holding to the same weak old girl
This paralyzed girl really wants to move on
Step forward to prove to the world
She can live
She can decide
She is brave
But
Not even a tiny hole she could see
In the darkness of her life
She is really seeking for her God’s forgiveness
For being so weak inside and outside
Silently whispering
“Please forgive all the sins I have done, Ya Allah”
“ no one knows and understand me like You did, Ya Allah”

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recently few friends of mine keeps talking about the scary things.............

definitely i quite influenced by that stories.....but i am grateful to Allah for saving me from all the miserable things...He knows what the best for me...

But sometimes i can't stop from feel scared and thinking nonsense...
but one thing i know.... i believe Allah know me so well

aiYAKKKK........2010 IS ATTACKING ME...................

THINGS i LOVe In FiRsT mOnTh oF 2010

1. My oWn BiRtHDaY... really sHoWiNg Me THe TRuTh thAT we NeVeR cAn
stop AgInG oR deLAy it....FoR ThOsE WHo Start To HAVE Wrinkle on
your body
dont woRRy TOO mUcH...PeRhApS u JUsT Need to tAkE moRe PLain WAter...

2. hAving my classes with so beautiful schedule...just iMagine that
when i HAve only One class at morning....and Then One AT evENing..plUS
i stay FAR FROM Home...plus... just Own THE PuBlIc TRANSPORT.....I AM
STILL LUCKY compared to those who do not hAVe singLe chance TO gO to
School ANd those who handicapped...

3. met wif old friends of mine......especially those from primary school..they totallY diFFERent..thEY'RE simPLy Gorgeous.....sWEEt tHinGs Is thEy StIll cAll mE ADIK (in EnGlIsH LITTLE SISTER)...... they are so nice......... love them aLL....
WiSh tHEm All THe best... i loVe u GUys.... INSYAALLAH kita semua kan dirahmati ALLAH amin...........

4. REUNION MY 2NDARY SCHOOL............SWEET FINALLY MET MY SCHOOLMATE.....N MY BESTFRIENDS....LOVE THEM....MEREKA SUME DH BSR PNJG HEHEHEHHE



to be continue.........

my fav thai lakorn........soda and ice tea....by tik jesadaporn and Pin kejmanee

My cUrRReNt KdRAmA aDdIcTion

My NeW kDrAmA AdDiCtioN

here is tHE oST of Kdrama which now become addicted...i love the meaning of this song.....

~~~~~ExAm ModE~~~~

A nEw FuTuRiStIc TeAcHeR On HeR wAy

November, 5 2009 - November 19, 2009

ThIS peRiOd iS mY eXaM mOde....Be a StUdent wItH a lOt Of ExaM nEVer MaKE mE fEeL weAK..... mAy SAy I aM a ExAM oRiEnted PeRSon But BeLIeVE mE..... thE feeLs WAnnA do THe BesT in YOuR exaM wILl imPROvE  a lot oF yoUr sKILLs..

skill oF mEmOrIzInG,,,,,SkILL Of  sTaY uP Till miDnITe..... SkiLL oF SHARPEN Ur BraIn TO  sTuDy In ShoRT tIMe....sKILL oF uSiNg TimE mEaNinGFully tO dO sOlaT hAjAt........